Friends

Another day is rapidly coming to a close in my neck of the woods. Its been a very long day for me; worked all day then had a double header ballgame this evening, but loved every minute of it. The boys won both games so of course all of us parents was very proud of the guys :). I have had a lot of things on my mind today most of which has not been real pleasant. Had a very intense discussion last night with whom I once considered my very dearest friend in the whole world. Now its possible I will never hear from him again. A lot of things was said that shouldn’t have been and I do regret some things that have come from my lips. For me, I tend to be much more open and blunt about things with the ones that mean the most to me, another words I’m bad about not biting my tongue when I should. There for normally end up in some not so wonderful situations. Sometimes I wonder why life has to be so difficult. Then to put the cherry on top, I managed to piss another friend off tonight. True friends are very hard to come by, especially ones like I have. I am the type of person that with just the minimal amount of effort, you can read me like an open book. I am not capable of hiding any thoughts or feelings so if its on my mind you can bet good money that given the opportunity it will come from my lips as well

Friend
by Gem

Friend (frend), a person whom one knows well and is fond of; close acquaintance. a person on the same side in a struggle; ally. a supporter or sympathizer.
Such a very simple word with such a very simple meaning. being the case, why does it have to be so difficult at times?

Into my world you came out of the blue
making a connection that not all can do

The hours would pass before we knew
with the tears and laughter shared, our friendship grew

Even though we are miles apart
your words always seemed to touch my heart

With your friendship came kindness
that seemed to take away the blindness

But some where along that path we've managed to stumble
causing our friendship to steadily crumble

This I never intended to bare
as it has brought to my life much despair

What do I do to find the joys we once had
will we ever talk without one of us getting mad

When all is said and done
I know I will miss the one

That I always considered a very dear friend
that I thought would be with me until the end

Please do not let this friendship die
for a friend is not suppose to make you cry.

Luvs ya…..

Gem ;)

Oh I promise next blog will be a little less dramatic