Unwanted freedom

The raft
By gem


A raft on the raging sea of life
tossed to and fro from the storms
always rebounding and topping the waves
plunging into the depths as it transforms,
as the sea reshapes a raft
time shall reform a heart
may it shine so bright
be so true
as life given anew.
pray that God may tether
in the midst of stormy weather
a heart so blue.




Well tonight brings one more of my many ups and downs that pass through my life as unwanted freedom has been handed to me. I guess this is not a true statement for I never belonged like I once thought I did. So set adrift, I float waiting for the next storm to pass through. But the raft is becoming weathered and ragged from the many storms and not sure how much more of the raging sea it can withstand. As my faith in being seems to lesson more and more with each passing day I do still pray that one day my captain will surface and guide me to calmer waters and mend some of the damage. Only so many things can be repaired as time takes its toll. Everything in life happens for a reason, somewhere in this all, I have saw a new light or I have learned one of life’s many lessons. No matter how futile your efforts seem and how much time appears to have been wasted, it all has a purpose. If you don’t reap what you sew in your life time, rest assure that any good deed done at least made the world a better place for one brief moment.

God bless

Gem ;)