One small step up the mountain

Good evening from greater southeast Oklahoma. Well here it is Thursday night, seems like the week has flown by. Work is going remarkably well, I’m getting lots of things done so that always gives me a sense of accomplishment. That is a feeling that I really need right now, this has been a really messed up week for me but I guess life goes on. All I can do is make the best of what has happened. I will always wonder what I do wrong. Everything happens for a reason, I just seem to have trouble seeing the reason sometimes.


Last Dance
by Aingael ©

my eyes swell from the tears they shed
my heart aches from the words we have said
forever i shall feel the love i have in my heart
but still, it’s almost too much,
the the thought of being apart.
my mind is tired my thoughts run wild
i feel so vulnerable, almost as a child.
i have no one to blame for life's outcome.
yet i just know what’s here inside is very dear.
my words won't come as id like for them to.
i can't clear my mind
of my thoughts of you
if the hands of time would only turn back
and, in my mind, i wish the unreal
my heart is breaking how do i stop the pain?
i know in my heart i must let you go,
yet my Best Friend i shall lose too.
i have many memories of the love we have shared
if only...
no, You knew i cared.
silence falls deep inside of me.
for id always thought it was meant to be.
all those precious memories i will keep wrapped up
with covers of love and stow away
hoping to share them with you again, someday.
time will lick and heal all these many wounds,
and God will see me through

So please forgive me
if i still have many thoughts of you.
the anger is hard to keep away
the love is greater, and soon wins out
for that is what these words are all about

and in this lifetime...well....maybe
if given a second chance, I’d save, just for you, one
last dance.

Thought of the day

It’s always important to remember
The wind from one door closing
Opens another one.


May God bless you all


Gem ;)