Not always so impressive

Well guess I’ve not been doing such a great job at keeping everyone entertained. This should not be anything of surprise to anyone that knows me. I am far from being an entertaining person much less figure out how to impress anyone. I am what I am. I have spent the last two years of my life trying to impress and I never got it quite right.
To update everyone, I am now more than half way through my vacation and I have basically accomplished nothing at all. This has been a very depressing week for me just for that reason. I don’t do well being unproductive generally. Today I loaded up the farm..lol…( my son acquired two ducks for easter and cant forget our dog Kenya) and came to my moms. couldn’t leave the ducks home, they are still babies and I am going to be over here the rest of the week, so no choice but to bring them with me. Anyway we all made it over here safe and sound. This evening I got to ride my sisters bike. It was a really great experience for me, I am looking forward to my class even more this weekend.
Well I would like to pull out a nice little poem or something like that tonight, but its just not in me. Sorry if this hasn’t impressed anyone, maybe I will do better next time.
I have so many mixed emotions bouncing off the walls right now, feel like its not even safe. I have yet to figure out how it is possible to have such hard and hurt feelings towards someone and love them in the same breath. At some point one has to out weigh the other and life will balance out again. Seems like every time my sights are on the horizon something happens and its like total whiplash for me. With this, it does happen to bring a song into mind. I was able to locate the lyrics and figured what the hell, might as well share with the world right…..

The song is preformed by savage garden
And it is entitled break me shake me

I never thought I'd change my opinion again
But you moved me in a way that I've never known
You moved me in a way that I've never known
But straight away you just moved into position again
You abused me in a way that I've never known
You abused me in a way that I've never known

So break me shake me hate me take me over
When the madness stops then you will be alone
Just break me shake me hate me take me over
When the madness stops then you will be alone

Well you confuse me in a way that I've never known
You confuse me in a way that I've never known

So break me shake me hate me take me over
When the madness stops then you will be alone
Just break me shake me hate me take me over
When the madness stops then you will be alone

She says, "I can help you, but what do you say?
"But it's not free baby, you'll have to pay
You just keep me contemplating
That your soul is slowly fading
God don't you know I live with a ton of regret?
Coz I used to move you in a way that you've never known
But then I accused you in a way that you've never known
But you hurt me in a way that I've never known...

Break me shake me hate me take me over
When the madness stops then you will be alone
So won't you break me shake me hate me take me over
When the madness stops then you will be alone

Listen, babyYou'll be, you'll be alone

Break me shake me hate me take me make me
Fake me break me shake me hate me take me
Break me...


I shall call it a night

God bless you all

Gem ;)