Between two closed doors

Greetings to all. A long week it has been in my simple little world. Things are good all and all but stress is about to get me. I have had a couple of ulcers come up in my mouth the last couple of weeks due to stress, kind of makes me wonder what the inside of my stomach looks like. Oh well it will heal like everything else, all I need is a little time. I do have a vacation coming up soon and the closer it gets the more I seem to look forward to it. Summer baseball is in full swing, and of course mom couldn’t me happier. Not sure how I’m going to keep up, but I’m sure I will figure it all out. We didn’t have enough boys at our school to make up a summer team in my sons age group so we decided to go to another town to play league ball. Then our little travel team pulled back together so guess we will be doing that also. It works out ok, the league plays during the week and then the travel team will be hitting it on the weekends. We hear we will be playing a lot in Durant this year with the travel team, but also planning on doing the Dale City and Bixby tourneys also. I cant wait, its going to be a great season for the boys. And sometime in there I will be taking the course to get my motorcycle license. Another thing I’m really looking forward to. So busy busy, but that is not a bad thing at all.
I want to send thanks out to my friend Brad. That was a very nice comment you left on my blog. Thanks for the support you have shown me, even though your sure I don’t listen to anything you have ever said. I do hear a lot and I know I will be ok.

The door
by Gem

Standing in the dark behind a closed door
I know in my heart there has to be more.
Here I have had much time to think
Alone in the dark, I fear to blink.
How many doors have I missed over the years
Staring at the closed one through all the tears.
How do you tell a heart when not to love.
How do you tell your mind who not to think of.
Standing in the dark so many feelings come to light
It has brought in me such a fight.
Has it all been a waste
Was the pain worth the taste
Of a love so true
Yes it was, for I adored you.


God bless you all
Gem ;)