Get well soon

Hello to all, just so you know that I have not dropped off the face of the earth I thought I would stop in and say hey.
Have been a little busy with ballgames lately and just basically have not had a lot to talk about. I guess the most exciting thing going on with me right now is my scooter. The more I ride the more I like it. Still a little nervous but that lessons with each and every ride.
Well today has been a very dreary day for me. I have not felt good all week and today finally gave into it and stayed home from work and slept most of the day. Started taking some antibiotics yesterday, I have my oh so dreaded sinus infection that I seem to get ever so often especially when I get tired and run down, it never fails. I did get a message from my long time friend today telling me why he had not been in contact with me for the last little while. Found out he had been in the hospital which basically infuriated me, but not like there is anything I can do about it. If he had wanted me to know I guess he would have let me know. Its just a shame he doesn’t have room or time in his life for me, but I guess it is just something I have to learn how to deal with. I am just glad to know he is ok, I have been very worried for the past few days and I do pray for his recovery. No matter what has happened in the past or what will happen in the future, he will always mean a great deal to me and I will have a certain amount of love for him in my heart till the day I die. I’m not sure if everyone experiences something like this in there life but I can say that I have. My heart and soul has truly been touched by this man and it will affect me from now on. I am still as unsure today as I have ever been as to why he has had such an affect on me, all I know is that he has from the time we first talked and I can honestly say I think it I will feel it until the day I die, but if the feelings do not go both ways then all you can do is deal with it and know it will never be. So each day continues to be a struggle, but I guess that is what life is all about. It teaches us to be strong and to be a better person. No matter how bad it hurts at times, I will always be grateful that I have experienced what I have and have been given the opportunity to learn all the things I have.
It has been a very long time since I have posted a thought of the day. But I found this one and felt I needed to share it with you all.

Carve quiet spaces in
Your life and in the
Silence you will hear
The angels.

May God bless you and keep you safe in his arms.

Gem ;)