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Well tonight is one of those nights I want to say so much but don’t honestly know where to start. I have a million and one thoughts going on in my head. Actually its probably not the best time to be talking actually considering the mood I am in….so I guess I will just settle in and maybe share a little poem and call it good…

Dark Clouds

Dark clouds rush over me.
A sea of endless Night.
A wall of dark clouds never ending, never beginning.
They envelop my mind and Soul.
They are thoughts deep within me.
I am searching for a man to take me out of my clouds.
A man to take my life and make it whole.
Help me ascend to the stars.
He will take my heart and soul and control me.
He will lead me out of the dark into a new light.
A light that is in a dark submissive world, that will shine bright.
My mind will soar with his control.
I will gain new wings to fly.
My body will learn to accept new ways of pleasure.
Who is this Man?
A Dom? A Master? A Soul mate.
He will Love, honor, and cherish me.
At the same time he will control me and teach me.
Will I ever know this man?
Yes, When my dark clouds turn to light.
And he finds in me my submissive heart.

Thought of the day:

Count your age
by friends-not years.
Count your life
by smiles-not tears.

May God bless you all

Gem ;)