Rights, wrongs and goobers

Ok maybe I’m just a total blundering idiot, but I honestly have yet to figure out what I do wrong. I try to love, its not accepted. I try to be nice and act as a lady should, its rejected. It seems no one can deal with who and what I am. If my love can not be accepted and looked upon as the most wonderful gift I can give, then I guess I am not at fault. if I cant go out with a man and him respect me and my body and treat me as a lady and expect nothing else then I guess I am not at fault. For I am who I am. When I love it is with all my heart, very few have had the opportunity to see what I have to give, but alas it is to much for some to handle I guess. We all do what we can and this I understand. The pain of having a heart so full of love and no one to accept it is so much to bare at times, so then I ask, where do I go wrong. At times I think I will make a new start, I know there is someone worthy of my heart. Then I see how most men tend to be and know its not right for me. I am a lady and expect to be treated as one. I could be the wildest lover you have ever known, but that is earned and should never be expected. That is who I am and will never change. A wonderful friend once told me not to worry about sex, when the love is there everything else will be and it’s the most wonderful thing there is. This I believe with all my heart, it’s a real shame that not everyone understands it. I am truly blessed to have known that feeling, to know that I would do anything in my power to make my lover happy. It is a feeling and a pleasure that can not be described. Anyone that does not want to wait for the love to fuel the sex, then I must send my condolences out. You have not experienced life until you have experienced that.

Thought of the day:

We are, each of us,
Angels with one wing.
And we can fly only
by embracing each other.

May God bless you and keep you safe, bring joy and happiness into the lives of all our loved ones.

I want to send a hug out to my friend brad, better know as bks. He is the one that introduced me to the world of blog. It has been really nice to come and share things with anyone that wants to read. He has the daily struggles of life like we all do, but tends to have a more positive outlook on things than most do normally. He is a goober but ya gotta love him…lol… our friendship has been a rocky road at times, but he has never been one to judge. Might tell me what a goober I am sometimes, but hey what are friends for right. So anyway if you ever get bored might think about stopping by his place and see what all kinds of stuff he has to say. This is his address, its not bad reading at times. he is just a little more gifted with writing than me..lol..I have to admit he has written some kick ass poems, oh and don’t get the big head dude, your still a goober..lol.. http://yrydhi.blogspot.com/

Gem ;)