Never be

So how exactly does a person come to grips with knowing what you have wanted for so very long will never be. Its always been said and spoken of, but I never really believed it I guess. I always thought that if I really put my heart into it and set my mind to it, it would eventually happen. I was willing to be patient if that’s what it was going to take, but alas it wasn’t enough. I am a very strong person, but not strong enough……. And life goes on……

Never be
By Gem ;)

One more tear falls to my breast
As I know in my heart I have done my best

The pain of reality cuts me so deep
As I feel the blood start to seep

onto my soul it burns like fire
Why do I have such a desire

To be enveloped by your arms
Knowing it brings my spirit such harm

To you I always wanted to belong
But now I realize all hope is gone.

I know your love for me is true
But your heart cant see it through.

You have given me joy greater than I’ve ever known
But in the same breath you have cut me to the bone
You will always be in my heart
A lost soul in the dark

A love that I will never forget
A love that I sometimes regret

Thank you for all you have given me
Even though our love will never be.


God bless

Gem ;(