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A simple country girl with a different way of thinking at times. never be suprised at what comes from me.

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Friday, March 16, 2007

Where is my existence?

OMG I cant believe its already Friday. The week has totally flown by for me. Still lots and lots of stuff going on at work for me but I do think I might actually see the dim glow of the light at the end of the tunnel. It will all be over soon and then I will be able to take my vacation. Seems daily I look more and more forward to it. I have no plans unfortunately, honestly hopped that I would have some company for a day or two of it, but that is not looking real good. Oh well just a break from there for a week will be good.

Well I’m so excited about tomorrow. It’s concert time once again boys and girls. My boy and I are going with my dear friend and concert buddy Terrie and her husband, the one always behind the camera..lol, to see ZZ Top tomorrow night. Its going to be a great time I’m sure, we always have a blast. I’m going to attempt to sneak our cameras in so if all goes well I will have a picture or two to share with you guys. We pretty much ended up in the nose bleed section, and that was after getting to the gates an hour early and standing in line for 3 ½ hrs in the cold for the tickets. We found out that people came in the day before and camped out. But I’m sure it will be great anyway.

Now for life and the question of the day. What world am I in? is my only existence in the World Wide Web or do I exist beyond that point? Sometimes my life feels like it’s a dream and I’m standing in the shadows watching it pass on by. I want so desperately to be part of the other world, but I’ve yet to understand how to get there. Sometimes I feel like I get to the threshold and then the door closes in my face and I don’t have the key. One day it will be as it should. What that is I don’t have a clue, but I have faith that God will do what is in our best interest.

Anyone that knows anything about me at all knows of my interest in music and song lyrics. I have come across a song that I think is truly great. The lyrics are not the best I’ve ever read, but the music is just grand. Tonight I feel like I can kind of relate to the song, maybe that’s why it has touched me like it has, not really sure.

Artist:
Korn
Album:
See You On The Other Side
Title:
Coming Undone

Keep holding on
When my brain's tickin' like a bomb
Guess the black bots have come
Again to get me
Sweet bitter words
Unlike nothing I have heard
Sing along mocking bird
You don't affect me
That's right
Deliverance of my heart
Be straight
Be deliverance
[Chorus]
Wait
I'm coming undone
Unlaced
I'm coming undone
Too late
I'm coming undone
What looks so strong
So delicateWait
I'm starting to suffocate
And soon I anticipate
I'm coming undone
What looks so strong
So delicate
Choke choke again
I find my demons are my friends
Getting me in the end
They're out to get me
Since I was young
I've tasted sorrow on my tongue
And this sweet chugga gun
Does not protect me
That's right
Trigger between my eyes
Please strikeMake it quick now
[Chorus]
I'm trying to hold it together
Head is lighter than a feather
Looks like i'm not getting better
Not getting better
[Chorus]



Well I think I will call it a night now that its not Friday anymore..lol.
I’ll leave you with the thought of the day:

A hug delights and warms
and charms….that must be
why God gave us arms.


I’m still looking for my strength, I pray God shows me the way..love always

God bless you all


Gem ;)

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