Another look through the window to my soul

Well today was a decent day at work. It was very productive so that always makes me feel good. I’m still holding steady on my weight, looking at breaking through my milestone goal this week…yee haw J …after work today me and one of my friends went walking, we put in a good brisk 4 miles, ass is dragging now but I know that its got to be done. Its wonderful to have the support of my friends, it can be the difference in accomplishment or failure. Well I don’t really have much to say tonight, the weekend was very difficult for me, just hope the week goes a little smoother. This is just one of those things I’m going to have to put in the Lords hands and let him help me through it.
I know you guys probably get tired of the poems I post, but I post want is on my mind at that particular time. People have different ways of expressing feeling, some through song lyrics which I have over the past couple of years learned to appreciate greatly. My outlet seems to be through poetry, I cant always write what I want to say but often I can find it in different peoples writings. Tonight this one sticks out to me, so thought I would share it….

Faith of the Broken Hearted
by Rinicat ©

The shattered glass of the mirror..
Broken pieces lying lifeless on the floor.
Each showing it's own little picture.
Reflected in each piece is a different me.
The me that trusts, loves unconditionally.
The me that hates, contempt for everything.
The me that feels too deeply..
The me in constant pain...
Impossible to imagine the wound of
the broken hearted
The pieces fail to show the pain.
The pieces that lash out in anger.
One's that cling in fear.
Shards that let go too soon...
Broken pieces that cry out in pain.
Each piece has a story to tell.
The piece that is me hides in fear.
Fear of Love. Trust. Pain of betrayal.
The inevitable hatred....
And the broken heart.

God bless you all

Gem ;)