Lifes little ups and downs

Well once again I’ve been slacking on the blog. Hope the blog Gods don’t strike me down or something..lol
We are no longer undefeated…lol…lost both games on Thursday last week so we packed it up and called it a night. It amazes me how that was the same bunch of boys that played on Thursday as it was on Wednesday. Wednesday they could have beat any high school team around, and Thursday the local T-ball team could have spanked there ass…lol…
Well the weekend has come and gone. It was like an emotional rollercoaster for me. Had some really high times and some rough curves. For the last year and a half I have been totally engulfed and living in constant confusion. Here while back I blogged about thinking my heart had come to a crossroads so to speak and maybe finally agreed, well maybe that has happened, but I cant say it’s the conclusion I was expecting. I have met some truly wonderful people in my time. Met people that I’m sure would have been wonderful to me, but I’ve always had one primary obstacle that stood in the way. Well this weekend some earth shattering things have taken place, wish me luck and I shall keep you all posted.….
The poem I am sharing today was one of the first that I had written. I can only write when something in my life has moved me. This was written after an encounter with the man that I can honestly say holds my heart in his hands. The ups and downs we have had and I’m sure will continue to have is beyond compare. A man that brings out every emotion I have in me, from love to hate. He told me one time you can only hate someone you truly love. Well this is for you, my “tumbling dice” my God be with you…..

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By Gem

I came to you on a crisp July morn
as you look upon my flesh I feel adorn

We are mere strangers but my body you know so well
my mind you have fondled so many nights I cant tell

Your presence is that of no compare
your touch engulfs me like the warm summers air

Waves of pleasure envelope my being
my heart is disabled, my mind knows I should be fleeing

I see nothing but love in your eyes
as the lust I feel can not demise

Fingers so strong strum from my body a beautiful song
a suckle so warm I hunger to be there all night long

As evening falls and pleasure ends I know what I must do
amazing how such solace can make a heart so blue

This day was unlike none the rest and how could I have any regret
I saw a kindled spirit, felt passion from the most wonderful man I've ever met.

Your in my dreams, always in my heart even though we must be apart

With this I bid adieu
as I hope you felt my pleasure too.


May God bless each of you and keep you safe in your daily ventures

Gem ;)