"Seeing things for the first time"

Well I really have been slacking the last few days on my blog, for that I want to apologize. It has been a very busy weekend for me, cant say it was productive, but mentally and emotionally it could be one of the most important and critical weekends I’ve had in many many moon. I’m not sure, but I may have come to the realization that I’ve been waiting for, for so very long. Is it possible, has my heart caught up with my mind finally???? This answer and a few more will only come with time, stay tuned and I’ll be sure and give you the play by play..lol.. Well its another Monday and the work week is less than an hr from kicking off one more time. My little man has a baseball tournament starting wed of this week, so momma has ask for a little time off to go see the guys play. I’ve not missed a game in um well since he was in T-ball and now we are in junior high baseball, don’t know how many that adds up to but it’s a couple. Anyway don’t plan on missing them now J. I want to share with you one of my favorite songs that helped me get beyond my true love with the help and support of my best friend, don’t think I would have ever made it with out you. To my “tumbling dice” never forget how you have impacted my life and always know I will love you with all my heart no matter what the future holds in store for me…

I find it hard to shed a tear
You brought it all on yourself my dear
Wrong, yes i may be
Don't leave a light on for me
'cause i ain't comin' home
It hurts me baby to be alone
Yes, it hurts me baby

A hundred years will never ease
Hearing things i won't believe
I saw it with my own two eyes
All the pain that i can't hide
And this pain starts in my heart
And this love tears us apart
You won't find me bent down on my knees
Ain't bendin' over backwards baby
Not to please

'cause i'm seeing things for the first time
I'm seeing things for the first time, oh yeah
I'm seeing things for the first time

In my life, in my life

I used to dream
Of better days that never came
Sorry ain't nothin' to me
I'm gone and that's the way it must be
So please i've done my time
Lovin' you is such a crime
You won't fine me down on, on my knees
Won't fine me over backwards baby
Just to please

'cause i'm seeing things for the first time
I"m seeing things for the first time
Seeing things for the first time
Oh i'm seeing things for the first time
Yeah, seeing things for the first time
I'm seeing things for the first time
Yeah, i'm seeing things for the first time
In my life, in my life


I don’t think truer words have been spoken;

“They say it takes a minute to find a special person,
An hour to appreciate them, A day to love them,
And an entire life to forget them.”

May God bless you all and keep you safe

Gem ;)