In the cold of the night

Well Wednesday has finally came and is about gone. Has been another very busy day for me at work, but I guess that is not always so bad. Oh and I was very excited this morning when I weighed, I don’t guess I actually gained the three pounds that I thought I had. I had a friend tell me yesterday that the weight was probably just where I had retained water from my surgery and I guess maybe she was right, this morning I was back to where my lowest has been so I wasn’t freaking out like I did Monday…lol.. Today me and my friend went walking, we only made it two miles then she kind of pussed out on me, but that’s better than nothing I guess.
Last night me and my friends got together and went to eat. We had a really good time, its not often we get together outside of work, so it was a treat for us all.
Well I had looked forward to tonight all day. I’ve not had much of a chance to talk with “tumbling dice” this week so I thought we was going to get to catch up some. Guess that is what I get for thinking. Tonight we was so far apart it puts a chill in bones. These are the moments when its reality that I’m alone.


Cold chill
By Gem


Out in the cold is where I feel
As your words sweep across me with a chill

Where did I go wrong
Why cant I be strong
Tonight I feel like I don’t belong

Can you hear my plea
In your arms I long to be
But it seems you do not agree

My heart holds you near
As my soul sheds a tear
This love will persevere

But tonight I’m left in the cold
Feeling everything but bold.


Thought of the day:

It’s always important to remember
The wind from one door closing
Opens another one


May God bless you all

Gem ;)