What is my major malfunction

Joy joy to one and all. Hope everyone had a good day. As the holidays seem to be easing up on us, work is becoming more and more stressful with each passing day. Anyone that has never worked in the retail business during the holiday season really cant appreciate life as we know it..lol.. But it will all be over soon and we can breath again, its just really sad how society has made everything so commercialized and the true meaning of each holiday has fallen through the cracks. I have worked in the retail business for almost 14 yrs now and I shutter at the thought of thanksgiving and Christmas anymore. But as the past holidays have came and went, so will this one, but like last year, will spend it alone again. I have my family, they are wonderful, don’t get me wrong but its just not the same when you don’t have a partner to spend the holidays with.

Life has moments that really make you wonder what the hell. Such moments seem to happen to me pretty regularly anymore. I feel like I make a step forward and then get knocked back on my ass and each time it gets easier and easier to say the hell with it all. I guess that’s the purpose of it to begin with. What don’t kill us will make us stronger. One day me and my son will have the respect that we have earned and deserve.


Thought of the day:


Dreams color your
Soul with rainbow’s
Of hope.

God bless

Gem ;)