random thoughts

well the cold is starting to take its toll on me but im doing pretty well refraining from eating like i want. back on the weight loss mission i have lost almost 20 lbs again, just pray i can keep the mind set and continue on my way to a more healthy me. today i am missing my "friend" dearly but know all is well in his world. i miss the wisdom he once shared with me but i couldnt ask for anything more wonderful than what he has in his life now. i know one day i will find it also. apparently i am a single woman again. im sad that once again a relationship failed but i know that more fault lies in me than anyone else. one day i will be at peace and learn how to love myself so that i can allow myself to be loved and love another.....