Bleed for me

Artist:
SALIVA
Album:
Unknown
Title:
Bleed For Me

All I ever wanted
was to be at your service
but now I'm alone
cause you were here and you're gone
And all I ever wanted
was to feel I had a purpose
but now that's all gone
But if you could give me
just one love
just one life
just one chance to believe in mine
just one love
just one life
you'd bleed for me
and I didn't dare to notice you
now I'm stuck
out on a line.
Bleed for me
I didn't care to be with you
now you're stuck in my mind
All I ever wanted
was to be what you needed
cause something so strong
it could never be wrong.
And all I can promise
is to say what I'm feeling
We've made it so long
But if you could give me
just one love
just one life
just one chance to believe in mine
just one love
just one life
you'd bleed for me
and I didn't dare to notice you
now I'm stuck
out on a line.
You'd bleed for me
I didn't care to be with you
now you're stuck in my mind
Just one love in my life...
You'd bleed for me
and I didn't dare to notice you
now I'm stuck
out on a line.
Bleed for me
I didn't care to be with you
now you're stuck in my mind


I miss you

Gem ;)

Scooter

Good evening all. Sorry for neglecting the blog like I have been here lately. I haven’t had a lot going on as you all know for sometime and tonight is nothing any different. Today however I did finally get to ride my scooter to work. It was a really good ride, seems to be getting better and better each time I crawl on. Planning on going to my first poker run with some friends the first of June. I’m really apprehensive about it, but if I don’t suck it up and just do it, I will never get over my fear of being out of my comfort zone. Anyway wish me luck and keep me in your prayers.

God bless

Gem ;)

She is here!!!

Well today I finally took possession of my bike. Soon as we got it home and unloaded I took it out for a little spin. didn’t go real far, just down by the lake and back. I did that a few times to try and get comfortable with it and then my uncle came over on his bike. He didn’t know that I had got mine already and was going to get me to ride to town with him. He was like, lets go to town and I told him I wasn’t ready to go into town yet and he said yes you are come on, told blake to get his helmet and I figured I might as well do it. Well I got together and we headed to town. I was apprehensive about it but I’m really glad that I went. It was a short ride but it was great. I’m still nervous about it, but I can tell it is easing up. It will take me a little while but I will be there before I know it…anyway I took a couple of pictures that I of course have to share. I know everyone don’t share in my excitement, but let me tell you, it great.

May God bless you all and keep you safe

Gem ;)

A poem - The chore

The chore
by Gem


I have been held
I have been kissed
But your touch is the one I miss.

All the times you held me near
I thought our love would persevere.

But your love for me was not as strong
As I thought it was all along.

My love for you will always be true
Leaving me with feelings, not knowing what to do.

I know some how I’ve got to move on
But how do you tell the heart it doesn’t belong.

This is a chore greater than expected
I have yet to figure out how to become disconnected.

Everyone tells me time takes away the sorrow
So I pray every night it will be gone tomorrow.

But I awake every morning with you on my mind
Knowing my soul is still yet confined.

She is cherry red and sweet as pie

Well just thought I would stop and drop a line. I don’t really feel ling blogging tonight, but didn’t want anyone to think I had died. I am officially the new owner of a pretty red Honda shadow. Me and a friend took it to get new tires and have it serviced. Hope it will be ready by this weekend, he said it would just depend on when the tires came in. anyway I’m still very excited about it, just hope I like it as much as I think I will. Tomorrow I will go and take my written test to get my license, kind of nervous about that a little, but I guess I will do ok. I picked up a manual and have read through it and it seems to be most everything we done in our class this past weekend and I made a 100 on that test so surely I can pass this one…oh well I guess only time will tell. Other than that, nothing much happening around my neck of the woods. Work still sucks but that is kind of par for the course. I’m a little up in the air about some stuff tonight, do you ever wonder why you do things sometimes, esp when they are totally out of nature for you.
think I will call it a night.

God bless

Gem ;)

Not always so impressive

Well guess I’ve not been doing such a great job at keeping everyone entertained. This should not be anything of surprise to anyone that knows me. I am far from being an entertaining person much less figure out how to impress anyone. I am what I am. I have spent the last two years of my life trying to impress and I never got it quite right.
To update everyone, I am now more than half way through my vacation and I have basically accomplished nothing at all. This has been a very depressing week for me just for that reason. I don’t do well being unproductive generally. Today I loaded up the farm..lol…( my son acquired two ducks for easter and cant forget our dog Kenya) and came to my moms. couldn’t leave the ducks home, they are still babies and I am going to be over here the rest of the week, so no choice but to bring them with me. Anyway we all made it over here safe and sound. This evening I got to ride my sisters bike. It was a really great experience for me, I am looking forward to my class even more this weekend.
Well I would like to pull out a nice little poem or something like that tonight, but its just not in me. Sorry if this hasn’t impressed anyone, maybe I will do better next time.
I have so many mixed emotions bouncing off the walls right now, feel like its not even safe. I have yet to figure out how it is possible to have such hard and hurt feelings towards someone and love them in the same breath. At some point one has to out weigh the other and life will balance out again. Seems like every time my sights are on the horizon something happens and its like total whiplash for me. With this, it does happen to bring a song into mind. I was able to locate the lyrics and figured what the hell, might as well share with the world right…..

The song is preformed by savage garden
And it is entitled break me shake me

I never thought I'd change my opinion again
But you moved me in a way that I've never known
You moved me in a way that I've never known
But straight away you just moved into position again
You abused me in a way that I've never known
You abused me in a way that I've never known

So break me shake me hate me take me over
When the madness stops then you will be alone
Just break me shake me hate me take me over
When the madness stops then you will be alone

Well you confuse me in a way that I've never known
You confuse me in a way that I've never known

So break me shake me hate me take me over
When the madness stops then you will be alone
Just break me shake me hate me take me over
When the madness stops then you will be alone

She says, "I can help you, but what do you say?
"But it's not free baby, you'll have to pay
You just keep me contemplating
That your soul is slowly fading
God don't you know I live with a ton of regret?
Coz I used to move you in a way that you've never known
But then I accused you in a way that you've never known
But you hurt me in a way that I've never known...

Break me shake me hate me take me over
When the madness stops then you will be alone
So won't you break me shake me hate me take me over
When the madness stops then you will be alone

Listen, babyYou'll be, you'll be alone

Break me shake me hate me take me make me
Fake me break me shake me hate me take me
Break me...


I shall call it a night

God bless you all

Gem ;)